Waking Up
I need you now more than ever,
I Just dont know how to get better,
Without you,Lord, I am lost, so lost,
The great cost of our distance is who iv become,
I let this pain swallow me whole,
I allowed my eyes to go blind,
Losing sight of reality,
Now iv lifted my lids,
I see the mess I made,
Digging a six foot deep hole,
Soon all thats left to do is lay in it,
I dont want to lay in it,
If theres even an inch of fight left in me,
I have to use it,
I have to try,
No more crying,
No more lieing,
Or thoughts of dying,
No more hoping,
No self loathing,
No more, No more,
Im worth more,
God please help me,
Im calling your name,
Just through me the rope,
Ill grip it then climb,
Take my hand and lead the way,
Just make me feel okay,
Show me the path in which I should walk,
Ill be scared at first, but your foot prints i will stalk,
Through the desert full of burning pain,
Up the mountians that scream give up,
We'll swim through the ocean, jump over the crashing waves,
Oh God just take through the path that saves,
Heart heavy from tears,
Eyes blinded by fears,
Soul bound by sin,
Spirit crushed from pain,
Seems impossible to change,
My minds been locked in chains for so long,
I cant remember where or when everything went wrong,
But all thats long gone,
Now is what matters,
Tomarrow is what matters,
No longer can i allow my whole life to shatter,
Im going to pick up the peices that are left to find,
With your help Lord I will fix my mind,
I will change this time,
I will fill this 6 foot deep hole,
I choose to get up and live
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