TWO



I've come to find.....
To see!
I'm not out of my mind.....
Because of me!


                                         
I read so many things...
                                       To learn what I can.....
                                If I had wings.....
                                            I would fly... never to STAND!


But the words bring me back....
To a reality.....
I think to myself......
It just didn't happen to me....



                                    A little femme I might be....
                                           But the masculin....
                                       Side of unhappy.....
                                                 Must never win....

So I hope my words.....
Speak to you.....
The cuts of a sword........
                                     Just left me in TWO!




                                                   red

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Kaleidoscope commented on TWO

02-19-2010

Always a gift to read your poems..especially when you can understand them..My son and I talk about how the world would be so boring without diversity or difference and indifference.. How the Lord made no mistakes when creating his children..That the LORD made a difference by giving this world such a beautiful gay young man and son as my son Aaron..He doesn't fear at all of who he is because he is made in our lord's image.. and created with such special gifts.. He came home crying from jr high sometime back and I held him and asked him "what is the matter Aaron?? He said " This boy keeps calling me a fag and wants to prove he is stronger then me ..So he is constantly wanting me to fight me".. I asked Aaron what would that prove.. Aaron said "that he was stronger and could kick my ass" I said "you just answered your own problem" Next time in school when this bully comes up to you to prove he is stronger...Aaron you say " Hey dude ok you are stronger then me and you can kick my ass' Is there anything else your self esteem needs.. That boys jaw dropped..He was dumbfounded..Aaron walk away with his gang of girlfriends and that boy a couple years later became one of Aaron's bestfriends..True story.. Thanx red

redbloodink

02/19/2010

No thank you Kaleid for your kind words and inspiring words for me to continue my walk through this world and the hardships that can come with it........... I hope the best for you and your family ......

gogant commented on TWO

02-15-2010

Seems your heart was broken once too often, and it takes a lot of strength to keep from cursing like a drunken sailor. (No harm meant, my fellow seaman) A lovely piece from your heart, red....................................g

redbloodink

02/16/2010

ty Gogant .......

Rhymer commented on TWO

02-13-2010

Intriguing write, I enjoy the unique style 10 from me.

redbloodink

02/13/2010

ty again Rhymer......... I appreciate all of your comments....

Poetry is not a turning loose of emotion, but an escape from emotion.

T. S. Eliot (1888-1965) American-English poet and playwright.

redbloodink’s Poems (211)

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Title Comments
Let Me ....... Share .... Care and write again.... 7
Night or Day 1
I once was 2
A Silent Shot 9
I Find it, in My Mind 4
A Freezing Night!!!!!! under Your moon light 3
THANKS-GIVING 3
Other Fashion 2
Mankind!!!!!!
!!
5
I Refuse 5
Book 2 2
A BOOK 9
Last One 4
Realize 1
Twist of Faith 1
Race of Faith.......! 0
If all I had to say 1
Never Die........( I'm just saying ) 0
A real Human 1
And That Is That! 6
What's a Crappy Day 5
Soles of the Streets 1
The Heavens 1
Heard the Call 1
FOREVER TOGETHER! 2
Writting Away 1
Am I 1
What More 2
Away 4
Healed Me 3
Inside-Out 3
Elated 4
The Cat 4
Do You? 1
Is She 4
The God Zone 1
Up Early 4
Not Me 4
Popular 2
ABBA 2
O.P. INSPIREATION 7
Define Work..... 5
Bleed for the Need 6
No pain behind my walls 2
!I DO! 3
Time 2
Haircondition
er vs Airconditione
r
4
My Heart 4
LOSS OF LOVE 2
My Every-thing..
.......
1
BAD DREAM 2
Redefine 1
Intense 4
My Goal 8
I FIND 2
ERASED THIS 9
Mistress vs. Slave 9 4
Mistress vs. Slave 8 8
STRINGS 5
Imperfect Human 15
Mistress vs. Slave # 7 1
MISTRESS VS. SLAVE # 6 3
(((((((((( UNFOLDING )))))))) REVISED 4
MISTRESS vs. SLAVE # 5 2
MISTRESS VS. SLAVE # 4 3
MISTRESS VS. SLAVE # 3 5
Obscure 3
back again and is still here 1
Is still here 2
THE HOUR GLASS ( of the sands ) 2
YOU_SEE 8
MISTRESS VS. SLAVE 7
RANT 6
i try 3
!INDIFFERENT! 4
YOUR TIME 5
Comic Book 2
Pass By 0
EROTIC NIGHT 4
LIL" SONG 0
TOO SEE 3
Faith not Religion 7
ALL ALONE 5
REMEMBER 5
FIND 3
TTOTA,the trip of them all! 3
not done because 2
I Say! 6
Behind 4
MISSED 4
IT STINKS 6
TWO 3
FOR SURE 2
DEMONS COME 5
A Lovers Plea..... 7
Time Continuum 2
I Sit 2
Poetic Justice 5
Mistress vs. Slave 12
free-style 4
LOVE! after drinking.....
.
6
EACH_OTHER 8
MANY BLESSINGS 4
Faceless they become 5
COMMENTS & WRITINGS 3
YOURS' OR MINE 2
BLANK 2
LOVE DANCE! 6
FLY AWAY 5
A Killer 7
EROTIC TONIGHT 5
WINDOW OF TIME 4
Hundred 4
RUN WAY 2
BOLD 7
SOUL 2
Take 5
It's Love 2
Found Love..... 3
OriginalPoetr
y.Com
4
YET or NOT YET 2
STRAIGHT 4
MISTAKEN ALL HER LIFE 6
( Heard ) They must of....... 3
OP.COM 2
JUST STOPPED 4
what 5
DECISIONS!!!!
!
4
Destorted 4
HIS VOICE 4
A Christmas Greeting.... 3
Decisions of Frustration Frustrating 3
Blanket 5
Take Me Back 2
Chat room abrevations..
.
14
Our Parent..... 2
My story 5
A Nap 2
Cold Weather 1
Brain Like Rain 3
Fading 1
Flickering Shadows 2
Prayers...... 3
just 1
MY DREAM 0
YOU CALLED 1
FORGIVENESS 3
Fire With Color 7
ME AGAIN! 2
NULL & VOID 1
Winter Day 5
Then,There,No
w,Future?
2
MarionYost 3
SISTERS & BROTHERS 2
Questions not as it seems 3
My Heart 3
Blackfoot 2
Insperation 2
White........
.......
2
Nonners' 2
Rygar..... 2
Speachless 0
Speachless 4
THIS FANTASY 1
INK....... 3
Kool 1
SILVER VRS. GOLD 1
MISTYNIGHTS 1
Lord 3
Infectious Talk 5
Hold on HOPE!!!!! 3
WAITING ON LOVE 3
I Died 8
Consumed Me....... 0
.............
...AWAY......
.
1
Faded Dreams 2
10,000 ways to say nothing..... 3
MEMORIES,WORD
S,STORIES
1
Family 0
NO_MATTER WHAT I SAY 1
HOLD ON 1
!!!!!!!!!RED!
!!!!!!!
1
Molded Me......... 3
Obsession 3
A STORY 0
RANDOM 5
Empty But Full 5
THIS YOU CAN"T SEE 5
MY JOB 1
JUST THOUGHT 5
CHRISTMAS TO ME NOW 6
REDBLOODINK 7
LIGHT SIDE 2
BAD DAY!!!!! 3
WAITING ON SANTA 5
I MISS HER 5
MY PARENT 3
TWO SIDES OF ME 8
I AWAKE 2
IN TOO ME 1
ALONE 6
THE NEED 3
TRUST 1
((( UNFOLDING))) 3
THOUGHT 1
!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!DEAR GOD!!!!!!!!!!
7
HOPE 2
SECRETS 7
COLD AS STEEL 3
LIFE 8
Different 9