Wrapped around your little finger
With my big expectations
You long for me not because you love me
But because my love has wandered
You’ve got me on a string, dangling
Until it fits your life to want me back
I’m sick with anger at your cruel games
And hate myself for loving a betrayed heart
Hazy at times
What’s real and what’s lies
My brain is boggled
Like a rubix cube of intentions
Don’t make me stop loving you
When I’m still needing you
Don’t make me love another
When you know its you I long for
My heart leans hard in one direction
While my brain tells me the truth
Your fears are blatant
But this solid rock will never wither
You tread upon my precious time
And try to lock my fate
Your jealousy like a lion on the prowl
I notice-
But yet cannot overcome the cogitation within my heart for you
THAT’S FUCKED UP!!