The sacrifice

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The sacrifice

I keep trying to go back
Because the past no matter how broken it is,
is my only blanket of comfort. A familiarity that drives me consistently insane.
A solace when moving forward seems impossible.
I don't want to change
but I fear that death is as imminent as my next breath if I don't.
I look back staring at all the love that was never an option for me,
and I cringe gazing ahead at any opportunity of love that may never exists for me. Because honestly who wants a superhero that's invisible. And if literally dying to save the world is my only gift, than my greatest curse is not having anyone die to save
Me

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If I feel physically as if the top of my head were taken off, I know that is poetry.

Emily Dickinson (1830-1886) American poet.

blvdobd2009’s Poems (103)

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Character flaws 0
Tooken 0
Mirrors 1
The sacrifice 0
Love and Allah 0
Flowing from my heart 0
And on the Curve of Forgetting 0
Houston 1
Disappearing Acts 0
The accused 0
Who I really am 1
memoirs of a broken heart 0
Like a Virgin 3
Blurred Lines 0
DADDY 3
I am Here 0
For your Amusement 0
You and I 3
Glory 1
Promiscuous 0
Arcs...the highs and lows of me 2
Spinning in the Spools of Solitude 1
Fucked 3
Raw 0
And maybe I'll Never know 0
Zone 1
Blowing 1
2012 0
Masquerade 1
and even then she waits 1
And even then, she waits. . . 0
chances of a broken heart revision 3 1
A poem for me by Robey Bingham 1
Chances of a Broken Heart (Revised) 0
Chances of a Broken Heart (Original) 0
untitled 0
The Understanding of Silence 1
Hurricane Katrina 0
they 1
self-esteem. . . 1
What does he see in me? 1
Aaron. . . In the Lions Den 0
The Fury of Aerial Bombardment 0
Barn Burning Revised 0
Barn Burning 0
Lonely Girl 1
Bella 0
Shedding...Re
vised
4
I will Call out SEXUAL ABUSE! it needs to STOP! 3
Skin 2
Pretty Baby 2
Forever Young 2
Part of the List 4
Hocus Pocus 2
The Finest Wine 2
Dirty Concepts 2
Superhuman 0
Window Seat 0
A Soldiers Smile 5
Wouldn't take nothing for my Burderns Now 0
Burdens on a Sinners Wings 4
Fruit Roll up 0
Unforgiven 1
The Hour Glass 1
Damage 1
Discovery 2
Icebox 1
Isolating the Variable 1
Today Is Septemeber 14, It's My Declaration 0
HolyHell 3
Ropes 3
Shedding 3
Indigo song... 3
Bomb in Gilead 1
August 0
Phoenix Heat in July 1
The Great I am 0
A little piece of Heaven... 1
spell it out for me 1
go in peace 0
Scars 1
10:23 1
empty space... 0
dan 1
tell me... 3
ode to a "best friend" pt2 0
virtuous woman 1
Food for thought 0
Disease 0
ode to a "best friend" 1
Diamond in the Rough 0
GARY 0
the weapon 0
you 1
its never over 1
The Journalist 0
infidelity 0
gone 0
I thought that I would never cheat 0
motions 0
unwritten 0
unspoken 0
boulevard of broken dreams 3