Reflection
Reflection
I sit here in reflection on things long since past
Wondering if done differently if certain things could last
I think of all I’ve lost and all I’ve gained
The burden is truly heavy, I'll never be the same
I’ve been broken and molded like a jar made of clay
Spinning round and round in game I never wanted to play
I remember the great times and cry over the bad
As the tears roll down I pray to no longer be sad
I'm searching for a smile that I know still posse
My heart needs relief and my soul longs for rest
When I close my eyes the happy visions that once were there
Have been replaced by darkness and nightmarish despair
I want to hold my head again high towards the sky
My spirit so injured, seems no longer able to fly
I know these feelings surely can't last forever
I must lay down this burden, my heart from this I must sever
So as I cry out to the heavens and fall to my knees
I beg to forgiveness and restoration is where this leads
I know I have wronged and hurt so many
I want a chance to help, desire I have plenty
So now it is time I wipe away the tears
stand up to begin what I should have all these years
I thank you for your kindness in my despair
You carried a burden that was so very unfair
I hope you accept my apology and grant me forgiveness
I'm standing by your side No more foolish business
I wouldn't still be here if not for how much you care
I promise I'm thankful and beside you I’ll always be there
I love you and so thankful you never gave up
Your patience is amazing to hang through no matter how rough
All I can say is I'm sorry and reach out my hand
Because of your love I now am a better man.
JD Wright
11/18/2009
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