Reflection III

Do you still write in your journal?
I'm terribly curious what you'd write about me-
What you've written about me in the past.
Do you remember how concerned I was for you
After reading through them all?
And you told me you were better now,
And I was not to worry about those things.
So,
I didn't,
But now I realise I should have.
I should have asked you more questions
About why you constantly put yourself at Molly's feet
(Which is not where you belong.)
I should have thought more about
What your heart was going through,
Trying to let go of her, (by being with me?)
I guess I was far too distracted (willfully ignorant...?)
To notice
How much you missed her and
How much I couldn't replace her.
If I had known,
I should not have gotten in the way.
Maybe then I could have spared us
All this aftermath.