Have you ever reread your thoughts?
The ones written with paper and pet?
Parts in your life remined to yo uonly to have your heart increase on it's beats?
And sometimes make you regret some messages you send?

Doubts, what if's, all haunting you,
To the point of tearing yourself apart,
Leaving you in tears of rage and depression; leaving all others locked out no matter what they do,
Locking yourself in the lonely dark,

In the shadows of your mind,
Is where everything crumbles up and falls,
Yet you refuse the light you could find,
Intranced by the cruel voices that never ceases their calls,

have you ever realized what could be lost,
Just because of who you are,
The high cost,
When your so far,

Confusion,
Depression,
Reaction,
And confession,

All in which I will never share,
All in which I will keeped locked up with no key,
Although I know many care,
But it's you; who can't even see...