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My life was colorful and delightful
I smiled more than I cried
I was loved, more than I expected
But suddenly everythings disappered.

Seasons changing and so are you
The passion and love is fading through and through
No more time for real laughter and care
But doing less things of what we had before dear.

Where are the sweet words and promises
To mend my broken heart and treat me like a princess
The flowers everyday and candle lights dinner
I think it's all gone like a smoke of a fogger.

I miss the hug and kisses
Your gentle touch and caress
Sleeping on your shoulder to keep me safe
And kissing me goodmorning and hold me tight again.

I am sorry if I have changed and needy
I just don't want to change of what we used to be
I wanna know your reasons and asked you of it
To help you and me to fix it.

I don't wanna end up the good things we cheerished
The family we built up with our kids
I am still holding up that maybe someday it will change
And praying that it will happen soon or never again.