Numbness :: BaileyLeAnn123 :: Original Poetry

Numbness

I honestly don’t know what I feel anymore,

I can’t tell whether I’m still angry.

I can’t tell whether my heart still hurts or not,

I think I’ve finally reached that point,

Reached that point that I shouldn’t have even came near,

Thrown against a wall,

Beaten down to the ground,

And now I’m numb,

Although I see things with a new perspective,

I no longer have the ability to care.

I no longer have the ability push myself further,

I have for the “that’s just the way it is” lifestyle,

And I feel there is no turning back.

And although I love you,

I have to let you go,

I have to let you be yourself,

Without me,

I’ll paint on my smile

Each day,

And go through the motions

But what I feared most has finally came,

Nothing will ever be the same