A dark shadowe at the edge of life, it trails the rise & set of our days. It is a part of life; it sometimes creeps in like the dark mist at the edge of light. Sometimes it finds you even amidst a forest of friends, family, the ones who love you the most. How, in a world surrounded by millions, can a soul feel so isolated, cold, & utterly alone..? Physical, spiritual, mental... Times of reflection, repairing, strengthening… I find myself in a place of utter heart wrenching, mind numbing, soul crushing loneliness. A time when being together, loved, planning & looking forward to a future was.... The light of my life, her presence in my heart like a summer sunset she turned off the light & left me hollow, empty, the pain... My life is full with family, friends, the spirit... Yet it rings with a tone so hollow, so deep, so empty angels fall to their knees & weep for mercy. Like an icy glove wrapped around that warm heart, given of pure unconditional love, it slowly freezes & fades into a cold frost... What the head makes cloudy, the heart sees clear. We spend our lives trippin thru our own heads trying to protect & not to get our hearts broken when all along; our hearts should be the ones leading us.....