My first enemy is my mind
It tortures me with a passion
It preform acts of everything I hate, everything I fear
I face it like a man looking down the barrel of a gun,
a black dark hole time slows down seems endless
Bang
Reality kills you

Why can't I stop thinking about her, dreaming about her
It only hurts more
but my mind is a bully
and it will never let go

Maybe my mind is right
hopes and dreams keeps a man going
I don't care if anyone disagrees it's the truth

My mind feeds on misery
Makes it stronger
Makes it weaker
Please leave me alone

I want to scream out whats on my mind
my mind strangles my vocal chords
builds up the anger
Bleeds attention away
My mind doesn't want help
and neither do I