How do I?

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    How do I?

     How do i find peace
    How can i ever make the pain cease
    Love lost and untold
    are all i have ever had unfold
    I give heart and soul
    I work and toil
    however nightmares and darkness are all i find
    and now all i wish is i could rewind
    to a day before life was dark
    and pain left its eternal mark
    but when was that? before my time,
    it was before my creation for my life has always been someone elses dime
    so i wish to go before
    so i can finally restore
    what most people take for granted a life with a little love
    one where i wasnt a "gift from above"
    to save some other lost little girls mess of a life
    trapping a man to get love sought by becoming his wife.
    her past should not be my only reason for all the pain
    I WANT to finally feel free loved worth more than solving someone elses emptiness, NOT to feel insane.
    I want someone to freely give without expectin in return
    I want my heart to finally feel warmth but not burn

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    If I feel physically as if the top of my head were taken off, I know that is poetry.

    Emily Dickinson (1830-1886) American poet.

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