The pain is deep inside,
as my thoughts start to collide.
Mutters are the only sound.
I only look at the ground.
Never happiness, always shame.
Too much sorrow, too much pain.
Life is a desaster,
as my heart beats faster.

Why hurry to begin?
When there's no love you can win.
Too much hate too many lies,
As I watch life behind these eyes.
Love is dead and worthless,
whild living in mourning and sadness.
I ignore all the memories,
even know they are killing me.

There is always hateful affection.
From time to time, always depression.
Sobbing is my way of speach.
It's for the love out of reach.
Inside I'm slowly dieing.
On the outside I'm always crying.
I always walk real slow.
To hide the feelings I can't show.

It gets harder to breathe
every time you leave.
Now I'm here all alone,
with the affection that I've shown.