Damn I haven't written anything in a minute, so I don't know how this is going to end,
It’s like my mind has gone blank & I've lost every friend,
For the last few weeks I've been drowning in self pity,
I don't really know why but it’s like my whole world had gone empty,

This poetry shit, I ‘mean this really is my life,
It’s the start of my every day, the ending to every night,
When I think, I think in rhythms, rhymes & sequences,
But these last few weeks, my mind couldn't get past a few inches,

It was like the ink in my mind had gone dry,
& I couldn't create a verse, no matter how hard I tried,
No pain in my heart, no emotions on my shoulder, no longing for love,
Or wishing for a blessing from above,

I ‘mean I can't really describe it, I couldn't even write when I was sleepy,
That's when my mind was fully loose & my world were no longer empty,
No matter if all day and all night I felt alone,
When my mind became sleepy, these words became my best friends and my clones,

They were my endless companions that I knew would never leave me,
Even when I was an inch from death, these lyrics never left me,
When I was lost, body numb, and the blood left my veins,
They stayed within my mind and never ever even complained,

Never hurt me, caused me pain, but only helped me unleash this agony,
Without being violent, or aggressive, it’s like my mind and this pen, communicated telepathically,
But that bond had been broken, and I didn't even know why,
Didn't know how, for what reason did my gift disperse into the sky?

Maybe it was because the feelings that I deeply felt inside,
Left my heart and so there were no emotions left to collide,
With each other, this created beautiful storms,
These storms which occurred in my heart, that left my heart emotionally torn,

So my feelings spread through my body, and left traces in every vein,
And these veins guided my feelings through my pens like colorful rain,
But my heart has been healed, and no longer do I feel,
Pain within each beat, and my wounds have been sealed,

For I have gave myself time, to heal and move on,
I let my heart fly away, far away from this storm,
To a land on its own, to begin a new journey,
A journey fueled with passion and love that I know will never harm me,

My heart has met up, and found a new love,
This partner she has become, she is the remembrance of,
A beautiful ray of sunshine, that comes after heavy rain,
Filled with so much love and beauty, it'd driving me insane,

Naw I'm just kidding, I'm just sooooo crazy in love,
I love her as I love words, as beauty loves doves,
This poem is dedicated to you, thank you for restoring my heart,
Remaining forever in my soul thank you for this new start,

To my baby girl Aaliyah, who is named after an angel,
No matter what I will always be here, I never ever leave you,
To my queen LaTanya, you’re my heart, openly I truly can say,
That you’re my everything, my all; this is real, not just play,

I pray on every star that exist in every galaxy,
That our love remains the same, and I forever I hope that you always remain with me,
This is the end to this poem, but the continuance of our beginning,
Continuing our love, that will forever keep ascending,

Written By Kilo...SRA