It’s funny cause I really love Shorty wit all of my heart,

But now it feels like we've done grown apart,

Night after night, & day after day,

I hurt so badly cause it feels like her love just went away,

Red eyes from the hurt & constant headaches from the stress,

As I think to myself, "how did I get into this mess?"

So many years I fought always protecting my feelings,

From the people that could hurt me or make me one of their killings,

Cold nights I was alone,

With all of my family at home,

No mother, no father, no sister, or brother,

No cousin, no homie, no friend, or lover,

To hold my hand as I walked through the rain,

So I soaked up the struggles alone & fought through the pain,

An made a name for myself,

As I established my wealth,

Some called me crazy because I wasn't afraid of dying,

Others respected my gangster because I didn't tolerate any lying,

But everyone respected me, rather they liked me or not,

Rather dude or chick, they all thought that I was in some way hot,

I didn't care about anyone, but I protected my family & friends,

Until I met someone that I thought that id be wit until the end,

Damn I loved this girl, I swear on my heart I truly did,

I loved her so much that I wanted her to have my kid,

But my love for my family almost got my life taken away,

Two shots from the 9 & she took my kid away,

I wasn't there for her cause I was giving my mother protection,

She said she wasn't going to do it, but still she got that abortion,

Dec, 20th 2007, it seems like such a long time ago,

But that was the day that she told me that she let my baby go,

So many months I didn't call her, I was so mentally hurt,

Fuck a wheelchair, that was my baby that she stopped from giving birth,

I cried for a while & I still cry from losing my child,

& I ask myself this, "why is life being so foul?”

Yea I still love Shorty, but does she still love me?

Its funny cause love doesn't stop people from acting unfaithfully,

I guess I should stop loving her, because I know she done stopped loving me,

So I’m going to jus chalk this up as a piece of my lost love history,

There are no last kisses, or hugs, this shit has to end today,

Because I'm done with you Shorty, so let your love just fade away,

Because you had your chance & you lost a precious gift,

I know I'm something special & you truly going to miss,

The way I held your waist & the way I kissed your lips,

The way I flowed deep as if your walls never exist,

The way I whispered so soft, saying poems as we laid,

The way I moved my fingers, across your body as we played,

You hurt me in a way that I thought no one ever could,

Sitting in that cell, so many nights I never understood,

How you can say that you love someone, but when shit hits the fan,

You treat me like I wasn't your man,

Well guess what, u can go ahead & stunt,

Go ahead & front if you want,

But do you know what I’m going to do? Be making my bread,

Holding my lead,

And not the one with a trigger, cause I'm no longer that brother,

I'm all about making my moves & clocking my figures,

I will have my chance, one day my heart will be born,

& when that day comes, I’m going to hold it in my arms,

Smile, cry, look it in the eyes,

Promise that daddy’s always going be there, & I promise I will never lie,

CAUSE IMA DO WHAT I GOTTA DO & AIN'T NOTHIN GOIN BE ABLE TO STOP ME,

AND IF YOU DOUBTIN MY SKILLZ...LOOK WITH YOUR FUTURE & JUS WATCH ME!!!!!!!!!!!

Written By Kilo....SRA AKA FLO....THANKZ REA ;-)