When i want to be alone, all i do is look around. to be sad, i think about me as the infamous rebound, no one truely loves, nor do they care, but yet i am the first to always jump to share. i do my best and alway end up dead. not on the outside, but it's all in my head. i try to be to one you look at when you're down, i try to be the one when you're lost, you're always found. it doesnt work so i guess i give-in. my only flaws are within my skin. they thrive from my heart, which i hold so softly. yet all i find is people that mock me. no one sees the trouble deep within, so i guess it is time for me to just give in. not suicide, hell no, it's not on my mind. just take a few steps back, put my life in rewind. where did i mess up, and if i did, why. i guess it was just for that one special guy, the one that made me cry in sorrow and laughter. the one that would never admit my love, i should have known better. but now he's taken any chance that i ever had to be ok. im not depressed, just glad, now it is down to this. though i wish it wouldnt be, time to cover up the always happy.......FAKE ME..................