Dirty window.

looking out at the world through this dirty window
the sky like puffy cotton grey
and the sun softly glow
I see the rays so radient they pool in across the my sight
illumintation ever slightly, such a tiny space
for here I sit in this dark room like a prisonor awaiting
to be free
with all these thing that bind me and blind me so I can't see
the world beyond the window, the land beyond the sill
the very sun is hidden behind heaven's hill

but I'm glade for the the shadows, they help to hid my pain
from those who laughter mock me and with my mind play their game.
I will not be defeted, I will not let them see the monster that lives way deep
inside and threatening to consume me.

well I thought it was gone, I thought it was dead
but its there right behind me eyes
my blood streaked eyes no longer cries those rivers are forever gone

but still the pain remains a reminder of yesterdays rain
that flooded my soul witha hurricanes furry and makes my sight all
the more blurry.
so while I sit her transfixed at this light, I'll hid all this dark secrets away from their sight, and continue to gaze at the sky's softly glow
and take joy in the sight from out this dirty window.