Emotional roller coaster taking me up emotional roller coaster bringing me down. Insides feeling like theyre going to fall out. Heart pounds as if it were to explode. This mental anguish is too much from you, from them. Tugging me, pulling me, slapping me to the ground. Maybe I haven't been the best of friend, but I'm still here. Breathing, kicking and screaming. Trying to make this world into my own. Rising above, I don't want to be another number. Watching the rest of you digging your own sadistic six feet. Staying in the dark past and not moving ahead. Tears I would shed for you, but I've mentioned it to you before and you did not listen. She's tugging you around like a toy making excuses for him. He's nodding his head doing what she asks. Sick, dark, twisted world. I know I have faults, but dwelling on what was then has never been one of them. I'll never look back, I'll never be under control. I'll always have the freedom that each and everyone of us deserves! At least my closet is clean the skeletons have long ago all fallen out. There's nothing I'm afraid to admit to. So try your worst because you're bitter.