I sit alone

I think alone

I like this quiet

I like this solitude

I gave up long ago

On the people around

They had their chances

As I stood their ground

To my mother I thank for her smiles

To my papa I thank for the lessons

To my sisters farewell
To my grandma I'll lie
To my grandpa I'm sure to see you soon
To my friends I apologize
The few who stood by me
The few who cared enough to really know me

To pet cat you have mine and everyone's love

To my cousin

I'm a coward and to you I cry

I can see so much of me in you

I know you'll probably see me soon too

Why it's bleak I do know

 Why do I do it?

To find my escape

Less discrete now you always saw

The scars I gave myself

Ignorant you stayed and bought my stories all

Say you never saw this coming

Say you don't understand

I'm through holding people's hands

I want to  be alone

I want that cold darkness

'Cause I simply no longer care