Wishful Thinking

At a loss of words. 
I wish I could explain.
But without you
I won't ever be the same
You gave me hope
You gave me light
You helped me through
When I started to fall
You grabbed my hand
But now you're gone
And where is that man?

I share my pain. 
I trust few to help me
I trust few to know
I bet they'd believe me
If I told them so
But I reached out for you
To save you my dear
You didn't reach back
Because only you knew
That it was bound to happen
But why so soon?
There is always another time
Another place
Why so soon?
Am I a disgrace?

To reach for hope. 
To reach for you
To hold you close
And let out my fears
I trust you my dear
I wish
I hope
I dream
I scream
I need you here
By my side
But you've vanished once again
Please tell me why?

May I see you again?
And hold you close?
And cherish your pressence?
To know you're safe
That's all I wish
To know you're alive
In good hands
In strong arms

Another hug another cuddle.
Another kiss another fuck
Another song another shoulder
That's what I see you as
You left one night in a fit of rage
But I knew you'd be back
Because we are one in the same

Just one last kiss.
To let me know
I won't lose you again
Do you know what its like my dear?
To be left alone with no one to hear
All my sorrows all my fears
All my agony that comes up from...
From where you ask?
I'd rather not say
Just give me one last kiss
So I know you're okay.

I feel such bliss
Knowing your alive.
Knowing that you're safe.
Just don't hide those gorgeous eyes
I love you so
You know that, right?
Just don't forget
There is always that supposed last night.