Fears

Have you ever had a phobia of something? Failing in school, losing a loved one, the idea of death?

Well I have a fear that's not that common... What is it I fear, you ask? I fear...

I...

Fear...

I fear fear. I fear losing those who are close to me... Like Morgan or Charlie... Like Skueaqer, or Waffles...

I fear...

I...

Fear...

I fear Love. I fear being harmed.

I'm a coward. Love happens... I've let myself fall into its hole before, three times now. Each time I've been torn into shreds. As if the other didn't care...

I fear...

I...

Fear...

I fear myself.

I don't know what I am likely to do, to say, to feel. My emotions are something that are not to be tamed. Something that runs a rampage through the streets of Denver... Better yet, the streets of Xander's mind... Tearing their way through, making themselves known...

Tearing me apart...

Now the people I tag are the ones that should know... I fear most if I lose them in this stupid game that we call Life.

It seems to be like Chess.