why does light fade
why does warmth grow cold
why do loved ones disapear
why does it hurt sooo much
too many in too little time....
never given enough time to get over one before another passes
how do i take it
why must i have to
i dont understand
keeping me in shock, will i ever be able to take it all in
will i ever be able to accept the fact that they are gone
why, why, WHY
i dont want to face the facts
i dont want it to be true
i dont want it to be real
they are gone..but never forgotten
watchin over us, as new angels amongst the heavens
i havent even had time to greive for the first and now its a third
too fast too soon....tryin to keep it all together
how much more can i take, im falling apart
do i cry out for help, is it even there
answers to question that are unknown
will it ever end, all the pain and suffering
who knows, a constant reminder to us all
tomorrow is never promised to us, it is a gift not all of us are as fortunate to recieve...........

to the loved ones i have lost and ones you have lost may they all R.I.P. and watch over us always...we will love and miss you all.... ;_;