Why?

Why did you have to do this?
Why couldn’t you just leave?
How could you have betrayed me in the ways that you betrayed me?

It wasn’t just the phone calls
It wasn’t just the text
It wasn’t just the e mails
I’ve learned it was much more than this.

You snuck behind my back for many many years
To spend time with this woman that you say is just a friend.
If she is just a friend and there was nothing more
You wouldn’t feel you had to hide and tell a thousand lies.

Why can’t you just be honest about what it really is
You’ve held on to this friendship for way too many years

She is the cause of your first divorce, now here she is again
I don’t understand the concept or why you can’t clue in.

Is this girl that special?
Is she the one that got away?
Is she the one your in love with and think of every day?

I know her game, I played it once myself and I can tell you my dear love this game will self destruct.
This girl isn’t your best friend
She is in love with you and if she plays her game just right, she’ll always have you in her life.

She acts as if she’s your best friend, while loving you from afar.
It’s better to have you as a friend than to have you not at all.

You tell me I’m the best thing to come into your life
You tell me that you love me and you’re proud that I’m your wife
The sad truth about this is that’s not the way I feel, you haven’t showed me one thing to make those feelings real.
Sometimes saying I love you is just not enough and knowing isn’t that easy when you’re life has turned so tough.

I love you are just words and words are empty air
Without feelings or emotions the love is just not there.

I’m living in her shadow, and this I can not take
If you don’t break these chains, it will be I who makes our Fate.

I spoken these words straight from my heart and you know where I stand. These lies and this deception can never happen again.

I love you more than life but I have to love me too and I will not be made a fool, not by her and not by you!