us

oh the blood in my veins
runs cold at your touch
and my heartbeat stops dead
i am so over this crush
the love we shared
is so far gone
theres no hope of recovery
i feel so alone
i say don't go
i say please stay
i cannot live without you
for even one day
you don't even flinch
at the tears i shed
just walk away
and wish me dead
so, why not make that wish come true
and just go die
and make you happy
so i dont have to live a lie
i've been called selfish
but i don't believe that to be the case
when i think of selfish
i see your regretful face
what way to die
i sit and i ponder
my better judgement
wishes i wouldn't wonder
i decide which way
i grab the blade
and slice my wrists
your future is made
the blood pours thickly
from each hideous vein
and i know this is right
i no longer feel pain
i see the light
in all its glory
and i let go of everything
i've ever known