At Your Convenience

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    At Your Convenience

     you said this was love
    and i so stupidly believed you
    and later painfully realized
    that this was only a relationship
    of your highest conveniences.
    you never loved me
    only what i could provide
    you ripped apart my soul
    and made me your puppet.
    in the process killing who i always wanted to be.
    i worshipped the ground you walked on
    and did everything you wanted
    but all i got in return
    was a sadly broked heart
    and a new personality.
    noone knoew who i was
    only the monster i had become
    i despise what i am.
    i miss you though
    and it kills me with this hurt

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    Insideme commented on At Your Convenience

    03-06-2011

    I feel your pain bro, nice , honest and to the point in its expression of this all too common situation......ps. people sometimes thrive on making you the monster...live and learn.
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    emokid

    03/07/2011

    the people who thrive on making others the monster are pathetic and need to find new hobbies instead of causing others to suffer

    The true philosopher and the true poet are one, and a beauty, which is truth, and a truth, which is beauty, is the aim of both.

    Ralph Waldo Emerson, American Poet (1803-1882)

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