hold it in,
i can no longer,
i guess you win,
because your stronger,

cure my blindness,
make me see the light,
endever me the bless,
so i may no longer fight,

the innocents defender,
im so confused,
my emotions are in a blender,
how you make me feel used,

first its this,
then something new,
thankfully ignorence is bliss,
cuz im through with you,

help me win myself,
by winning you,
dont put my feelings on the shelf,
cuz my feelings are true,

i've lost my being,
or is it in my head,
just seeing you is helping,
bring me back from the dead,

like a tribel drum,
you beat on me,
you must think im dumb,
to want to be free,

to fly in the airs,
like a graceful dove,
all without cares,
beacuse i love,

what i want to be,
is'nt what i am,
i feel as if me,
is just a scam,

i live a life of lies,
with myself im not true,
even with the hate and despise,
atleast i love you,