I've slowly come to realize
The way things must be
I've seen the truth you cant see with eyes
And its not for the likes of me
I wanted what wasnt mine
And that was my big mistake
I messed up and must pay the fine
And that is why my heart does ache
These demon thoughts fill my head
I cant control what they do
And it fills me with dread
Cause now im losing you
I'd walk the bare earth for all time
To take back the things i did
I've been evil and sour just like a lime
I've acted like a selfish kid
Cause im ruining lifes and its killing me
Seeing the people i've hurt makes me sick
I should just end it all and let you all free
But no my clock keeps running tick after tick
I wish i could go back in time and change it all
But i cant change the past only live the present
So end this misery its your call
Just put me down like a dog or a peasant
No more wounds no more tears
I'm done with this life so do it soon
I've meesed up so bad they've turned to fears
For societys sake i should'nt live past noon
But first i had to say goodbyes and sorry
So now you know and im ready for the axe
So come on do the deed thats been dealt on me
And once im gone people can finally relax
Beacause i am the root of all bad
I am the boogey man the child fears
So please when im gone dont be sad
And please no more tears