My heart is breaking
as I reach for you
tears that threaten to fall
sobs that I choke down
My body aches to the thought
that you are doing nothing
you are just letting everything fall
My head is spinning
with worry
My throat burns as I struggle for a
breath of life
and yet through all of this I don't understand
why, why you haven't helped?
a bitter laugh escapes my lips at the thought
that you are doing this to make me come to you
to reach out to
well this is certainly some way to make me take your hand
to rip a part the last bit of everything I have
sure seems like a great way
and yet with some foolish comfort I know you'll make it all better
I continue to listen to that impossible little voice in my head
that tells me to give it all to you
to let go
and I think o.k...
let's see if I can do this
let's see what you are gonna do
though the other voice in my head is wondering
How in the world am I just going to watch this?
I have no idea