There are things

I won’t miss

Many things I won’t miss

And if you ever read this

You’ll know what I’m talking about

Jennie’s grandma

Yeah

That fucking sucked

And you know what

I’d probably be worse off now

If you weren’t scared of what she’d say

I’m not going to apologize for

Hating parts of our relationship

And you know what

I have very respect for you

Didn’t you always teach me

That guys who

Beat up on me just because

They were bigger

Weren’t worth my time

Well that’s one of the truest things

You’ve ever said

And it sucks that

This is one of the things I

Want to tell you

Instead of

Talking about

All the good times

I wanted to

Make sure you knew

How much I

Hate being so helpless

I will never let a guy do that to me

Never again

I respect myself more than that

But that’s not the only thing I want to say

I also want to tell you that

Despite all of the crap you put me through

You taught me a lot

And I’m not just talking about

How to avoid your abusive father

But I do appreciate

The sense of humor

And the fun times

Playing DDR

And whooping your butt

Figuratively speaking

And trying to beat you

At ping-pong

And failing miserably

Dancing crazy

To crazy old music

And the long talks we used to have

Before I started talking about boys

And girly type things

The good old days

That were alright…ish

So I hope this makes you think

But

I

Love

You

And I hope our relationship

Gets much better