So lonely, so broken
Left unspoken
Rejected, unwanted
Black labeled and blunted
DENIED MY CHANCE to finish school
turned into uncle sam's fucking tool
run... and never come back again
run... escape the mistakes and sin
run... I'm not who I used to be
run.. yet can't truly blame anyone but ne
for messing up my chances, for presenting myself as rancid
Uneducated and inpoverished, destitute and depressed
I can't see through the distortion of church and state's extortion
I'm living in trepidation of falling through the cracks in this nation
and for not being passive as the system rapes us
I could do no more, and REFUSE to do less
USELESS... I FOUGHT FOR WHAT WAS NEVER THERE!
USELESS... WHY DID I EVEN ATTEMPT TO CARE?
USELESS... I KNEW THINGS WOULD NEVER CHANGE
USELESS... I couldn't accept what was in front of my face
Yet I'll survive in this limbo existence
Nomadic and transient
Go from place to place, day to day
Reveal the rage, THEN RUN AWAY!
I will NOT accept your verdict
I will NOT regret, I'll fight 110 percent
I shall rise up, and I WILL prove
that I'm better than all of you
And I will NEVER show reverence for the one you adore
I'll NEVER worship your atrophied deity whore