I suffer when I dream as reality overcomes me
Screaming, seething, yearning, bleeding
A thousand broken fragments of this surreality becoming me
Why have I been put on this earth alone?
Alone with no home, alone, unknown
A twisted travesty
Forlorn tragedy
A monstrously misshapen effigy of humanity
Internalizing and becoming me, fucking me
I'M COMING UNDONE
Peeling away my own defense, exposing what's left of my head
Tear it out of me, do you like what you see?
Can you feel the agony this living death has produced in me?
My little bottled friend, you don't love me
My beautiful liquid lover, do you even retain the capacity?
Am I within you, as you are within me?
Hold my hand as I drink from you lip
SHIT!!!!!!!
Put on my smiling mask to get out of bed today
Though that face is the very source of my hate
My pain, my rage, stained and insane
Slash through and remove the mask my friend,
Is this the end?
Alone again, such a cruel joke to play on a man with nothing left
This deity teasing me with my own death, held above my head
Out of reach I strain as the bottle is drained
I scream yet no sound escapesmy mouth
I feel as though I'm already underground
Consumed by maggots my heart still pounds
Laughing miserably, I fall down