if suicide is the answer
then what is the question?
a permanent solution
that lay my body to restin?
Lord it's about time
for u to send me a blessin
for my soul has no comfort
for my body to nest in
the demons out to get me
are slowly progressin
it dosen't even matter
the disguise they are dressed in
the fact that i keep finding them
is often so stressin
that leads me down a tunnel
submerged in deppression


All the while i thought that i had u on my side
a companion to assist me and lead me to guide
the moment that i bare all
you go into hide
it was then that our benevolence
would wilt then divide
when you arrived you took my heart
and you left with my pride
you cannot fathom the pain
that you have applied
I settled in dawn
who knew u would've lied
when i ask for mercy
you respond with a sigh

You never seem aware
of whenever i need you
never answering a prayer
or a message i leave you
they say another god shall not
be placed before you
though notice everything
You have let me go through!
sometimes i think you forget me
though you may not intend to
though i may not understand
this world from your view
i understand the pressure
of what it is to go through
i also know the value
of a heart that bleeds true

when you're ready
to listen to lil ol me
i'll be here another day
but we can only see
what the rest of this day
has in store for me
another biting of my tounge
is what i may achieve