i want to runaway from all my problems
i want to travel somewhere
so they cant touch me anymore
but because my problems live inside my soul
running away still isnt the same as letting go
i have lived a life running from my past
trying to find a future but never finding one to last
i stopped beleiving in myself a long time ago
tired of finding love that i would just have to let go
i never thought people didnt deserve love
then i looked in the mirror and thought i was the only one
i met someone special a little while ago
my beliefs that i couldnt be loved i finally started letting go
but now i have done damage as i usually do
this time though i dont think i'll ever let go if i cant recover
the things that were so true