"The battle within"

I woke up early morning with my head which had no warning can you stand the test of time the chemical were a flowing and didn't no which way they were going as the voices came from diffrent states of mind

I am on top of the world with a smile and a wink for this i think is the highest of my peaks in this i found i would come tumbling down as my etenal soul became weak and all it would take is a word or a mistake from someone or something that took me off my ground

as i started to shake like an earthquake my anger bagan to build with fear and confussion and sometimes an illusion I was lost and  no where to be found...The minutes have past and finally at last the lights began to shine..for deep in my soul was a giant hole that was filled with anger,negativity and negelect

I wanted to change and to rearange all the chemical made up of me
so without a sound and no more frawns i got down on my knees with the people around and some did frawn but kneeled and prayed with me.

The lord of my heart where do i start to change all my painful ways I am down on my knees will you help me please just to fill this hole in my soul and smile uncontrolled and lead through all my ways to help me and the rest showest your best and spread your word along the way
I will repent from my sin and try to win the battle with in because heaven is on its way!