pain

you deceived me for many years. now you
wont even look at me without tears.
I discovered this heart wrenching lie.
I just want to know why?

Why did you lie?
Why did you hurt me like this.
everyone always said i was
different but i bleived you.

i was a child innocent and you just kept lying.
it makes me sick and despising. But i wont be crying
I wont hate .Its you who has to live with the guilt
of your mistake.

I have forgiven and have chosen
to move on. I cant trust you the way
I should, although i always knew
I never could.

Its a new chapter and Love is the
only thing that can heal this
relationship. Its the only way to heal
this pain and deal with the ugly rain.

I can see the rainbow as i have learned
to accept that life is what we make it
and bitterness must not take over pain can
hurt but it can mold us into the perfect shape.