my confession

a part of me still feels that feeling
a part of me cant let go.
my heart it keeps on beating.
a feeling i dont even know.
i thought i said it was over.
but i guess i was wrong.
seeing her in your arms
a place i wish i belonged.
i told myself id stop this
the feeling that ive felt
a friend is all you are to me
a love ill never have.
my thoughts they wander all over
inside my dreams
and when i dream of being yours
she is all i see.
and ur happy when ur with her
and that makes me smile.
but wondering what couldve been
eats me alive inside...
dont know where to hide these feelings of mine.
to tell you would be torture
i dont want you to know
that when i see you together...
i dont smile, but i frown...
wishing it was me.
but i know ur happy... so i guess i should be happy..
but the feeling that i have, is so much more u see...
i wish that u were mine...
i wish that u loved me.