I will never come this way again

You will never see my smile again

You will never hear my melodious voice as you once did

You will never experience my kiss of encouragement and embrace my laughter

I am no longer vacant for you to occupy with your meaningless compliments and blank involvement

You will never know how my body hits high voltage when you’re near even when you’re so far away- you’re not deserving of my emotional garden.

You will never know how far you journey into my mind when my world becomes deem- your time with me has ended.

I will never come this way again- I am more than that

You will never know what my heart speaks to my soul concerning the man you are to me-you’ve left me with a sad unspoken bitter rhythm that won’t release me.

You will never know about the constant prayers I pray for you, your well being has always mattered to me.

You will never know how I hunger for your conversation and hang on your every word

You will never know how much your voice smoothes my eagerness and ceases the raging fire that over takes me at times.

I will never come this way again-I am more than that

You will never be placed in kingship position again - I gave you a crown and bow down to you and you weren’t my KING, what was I drinking?

You never had to court me, dine me, or be intimate, you never had to make me believe in you I already did from the moment I saw you.

You just needed to be you-but of course, you are

THE ILLUSION OF A WARRIOR,   you wear battle attire and posses warrior status but no qualities. The coward stands front, back and center.

Yeah, I did all those things; I know you didn’t ask me too- but…

I will never come this way again-I am more than that