Forgotten Angel

If I could be with you now,
I'd jump into that hidden darkness,
Yes, I'd find a way to touch your hand,
for my heart remembers you though your gone.

Silently I pray for your voice,
quietly I search for your forgotten face,
but it has gone and here I stumble,
finding only remnants of your being.

Sometimes I wonder if you were real,
others have forgotten you, they live their lives,
but I constantly feel the need to find you,
for our time together was so flawed.

It kills me that I will never have solace,
like others, I will have to continue living,
but here in my net between life and death,
I find ways to be close to you.

I will leap back to life with an emptiness,
A space where you should be,
I will take up to looking at the stars,
finding the brightest and naming it yours.

I know I cannot be with you now,
but one day we will meet again,
and my soul can relax, can stop crying,
for I will be in my big brothers arms.