Foolish Games

I have feelings I cant hide
Its sad but true
I am losing my mind
Because I am losing you.

I’ve been down this road before
God help me if I have been blind
I‘ve lost all trust though
You cant change the cheating kind.

Words don’t help
To heal what hurts me inside
My heart has broken again
I am washing up like the tide.

It’s hard for me to find faith
Truth be told I tried my best
Oh how I wish I could believe
And forget all the rest.

These foolish games
Are tearing me apart
And your careless words
Are breaking my heart

Somewhere I must have lost track
Now all I can do is hide my soul
Somewhere along the line
I became less than whole

There’s a sadness in the wind
As the tears are blown off my face
Leaving only lines of hurt
For me to forever trace.

Try as I may
I can never explain
You don’t seem to understand
The severity of my pain

I see my reflection
In the tears that fall from my eyes
And I hate what I see
While I remain in disguise.

Somebody tell my head
That my heart is not okay
That it is time to change
Is it time to just walk away?

What has already killed my heart
Is ripping apart my soul
Its attacking my life
More than you know.

Fragile I am
Trying not give in to the craziness in my head
Because once I go there
I will be dead.

Peace is all I have sought
And what I fight for everyday
Peace I may find sooner than later
When I lay to rest my souls decay.

The End

June 16 2008