I sit in this room of darkness,
Remembering when I was fearless,
But now I crouch in my corner of darkness,
Trembling I’m scared and restless.

I wonder and ask if I’m alone,
Crying cuz my world is going to slow,
Was our love unquenchable fire,
Or did you pretend and an assassin you hire.

Dressed all in black I’m falling back,
I’m still in the dark slipping through this crack,
My arm is out and so its bleeding,
I didn’t touch it though my mind Is fleeing.

I cover myself and hold my ground,
I heard nothing, no one, not a sound,
I don’t know what to do, I scream but you cant hear me,
I bleed but you cant see me.

The walls close in the light don’t shine,
I cant express it for the pain is mine,
I cant control it I want to leave,
I have no faith I can no longer believe.

I need someone to please understand,
I need you cant you see I’m like no other sad,
But you don’t care you left me again,
“I’ll try to help,” is what you said.

But a lie is what you did,
I want no problems like a little kid,
But don’t worry for I’ll soon be dead,
And never ever will you see me again.