You

I'm not your type
was all you said.
I wonder if you knew
that you had left me for dead.

I had given you all I had
not expecting anything back.
Except a glance
or a smile.

But I didn't even get that.
You ignore me when you can.
If I try to get close
you pull away.

Why do I care?
Don't ever ask.
I wouldn't know what to say
about why I feel this way.

It is really wierd
this feeling I have.
I've never felt this way before.
What is it?

I knew this would happen.
And my friends tried to warn me.
They knew it to,
But I didn't want to hear.

I thought everything
would be ok.
That you would realize
and then love would fly.

But I was wrong!!

Now I'm sitting here
writing this poem
wondering what
to do next.

I gave it all the time I had
and now that I know the truth
I don't even know what to do.
Do I move on or wait some more?

I'm lost and so confused.
I wish that I could just talk to you
about the way I feel
but you would only laugh.

You would think I'm childish
and that I need to grow up
and move on
there are more people out there.

I guess this is all I have to say.
I have to end everything some way
no matter what it takes.
I can't stand to feel my heart break.

So as I bring this poem to a close
I just hope that you know
that even though I was not enough
I am still always here.