You ignore me when you get the chance
and you obviously can't see it upsets me
because you keep doing it
and I'm left to just deal with it.

To push away my feelings
and just watch you happy and free
living your life with no restrictions at all
ignoring my texts and my calls.

My life for some stupid reason
revolves around you
everything you do is apart of my life
your smile
your laugh
it brightens my day
your tears
your pain
that is mine too.

I don't like feeling that I can't move on
That I can't live my life the way I wish
happy and free as you are.

Let me go from this bondage
I'm begging
I'm down on my knees pleading
for the life that i once had known
where I didn't care about everything you do .

I want that life back!!

A life of joy without pain
strenght without fear
and happiness without tears.