I hate that I love
Everything about you
Your smile
Your soft hands
The way you pout when you’re mad.

 I hate the way I love
Everything about you
Your eyes
Your laugh
How tightly you hugged me after we made up. 

Why can’t I unlove you
Unlove all of these things
Even your voice
And the way you kissed my forehead
To say you loved me without speaking.

 Why do I still think about you..
After so long?
Why do I still cry..
When I hear a slow song?

Why do you still fill my dreams..
And show me my hopeless reality?
Why can’t you make me mad..
No matter what you do?
Why can’t you give me a reason..
A reason to hate you?

 The truth is that you can’t
Not even if you wanted
Not even if you try.

 So I’ll sit away lonely
For God knows how long
Thinking..
Crying..
Dreaming..

Hating..
That I can’t
Unlove you.