kill me now and forget that I exist
take my life like you took my world
I set it free give it up without resist
confusion is the sword and I am the victim
I sit as the sword tears at my heart
racing the thought of us being apart
make my thoughts go away
dream a dream of a happy state
help me now that I pray
my mind has gone black
from the sense of knowing my fate
so I say kill me now and make it go
help me now and free my soul
forget you forget me open your eyes and you can see
I am your destiny and you have the choice
change it now or keep it the same
just remember it wasnt in vain
nothing about you is forgetable
you are all that I need
to cleanse my life
and save my sanity
stay here to give me purpose
be my reward for such pain
give me love and keep me sane
but its all a mirage nothing is ever real
nothing I say, nothing I do, nothing I feel,
has a true meaning
I guess I have a purpose
I dont know where
I wish it would hurry
im tired of this hell