Feeling Lost

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Feeling Lost

Feeling lost, feeling alone, feeling worthless as I sit by the phone

I wait for your call to hear your voice

I am hurt, but not by choice

My mind black and drawn to a blank

I walk, I run, I wait for that day to come

I opened my heart and I let you in

I suffered and I paid for every sin

You deserve to hurt

you deserve my pain

You deserve everything I put in

everything in vain

You deserve to know how I feel

You deserve to know how you ripped and killed

You made me think I was nothing

This may be true

I was to you like that of a forgotten dream

Like a voice of the past

Screaming for happiness

That's taken away

You're selfish and weak

I hope the dead memories haunt you in your sleep

From first to last and back again

I played your game

With no way to win

Left broken and lost

With no question, but why?

Why did I have to die inside?

Why did you break everything in which I confide?

A broken bond in which you destroyed

Are you happy now?

My presents you tried to avoid

And you did that well

Coming back from love in which I fell

Broken souls from a broken mold

Forget now all the dreams we share

Can you feel it now; it is in the air

You took my heart and you took my soul

You left me dead and you left me cold

With a broken heart and a shattered mind

I feel lost and so alone

I feel like I knock and no one is home

Like a foot print in the sand

I am left with nothing no helping hand

You left me with this song

To remind me what could have been home

A home you destroyed

A home you ignored!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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jiminyCRITiX commented on Feeling Lost

02-22-2010

Its true the things we love most, hurt us the most. Why do we have to feel pain this deep?

Poetry is not an expression of the party line. It's that time of night, lying in bed, thinking what you really think, making the private world public, that's what the poet does.

Allen Ginsberg (1926-1997) U.S. poet.

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