Feeling Lost

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Feeling Lost

Feeling lost, feeling alone, feeling worthless as I sit by the phone

I wait for your call to hear your voice

I am hurt, but not by choice

My mind black and drawn to a blank

I walk, I run, I wait for that day to come

I opened my heart and I let you in

I suffered and I paid for every sin

You deserve to hurt

you deserve my pain

You deserve everything I put in

everything in vain

You deserve to know how I feel

You deserve to know how you ripped and killed

You made me think I was nothing

This may be true

I was to you like that of a forgotten dream

Like a voice of the past

Screaming for happiness

That's taken away

You're selfish and weak

I hope the dead memories haunt you in your sleep

From first to last and back again

I played your game

With no way to win

Left broken and lost

With no question, but why?

Why did I have to die inside?

Why did you break everything in which I confide?

A broken bond in which you destroyed

Are you happy now?

My presents you tried to avoid

And you did that well

Coming back from love in which I fell

Broken souls from a broken mold

Forget now all the dreams we share

Can you feel it now; it is in the air

You took my heart and you took my soul

You left me dead and you left me cold

With a broken heart and a shattered mind

I feel lost and so alone

I feel like I knock and no one is home

Like a foot print in the sand

I am left with nothing no helping hand

You left me with this song

To remind me what could have been home

A home you destroyed

A home you ignored!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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jiminyCRITiX commented on Feeling Lost

02-22-2010

Its true the things we love most, hurt us the most. Why do we have to feel pain this deep?

If I feel physically as if the top of my head were taken off, I know that is poetry.

Emily Dickinson (1830-1886) American poet.

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