Is it possible 2 hurt so bad u blanking out only remembering what push u 2 that point but wondering y u let it get that far hurting 2 ppl but damaging ur body and soul. Its an unforgivable act saying sorry would neva b accept crying ova it would bring laughter from them and sham 2 u. u try ova and ova showing proven my love was real but i was used taken advantage of and humiliated n the eyes of family and friends friendships were broken and trust was lost by old friends over the years. having it slap n ur face what life have taken from u that would have been a gift from god sumthing every woman wants n life taken 4 a joke and pass around a sham and petty and i wonder y woman take so much and love so hard just 2 b abuse and use by the men they love. this is what happens when u put man b 4 god.