Letting Go

We have nothing in common were years and years apart u have a college education military back ground highly educated very smart.. i on the other hand i have a vocational educations a trade school certificationwent from graduating straight in to the work force neva had enough money to attend community college.. but were both from the streets but I'm more hood then u.. When were on the phone even in each others sight i can see straight through u i see what u see... that I'm not on ur level,without sex we have nothing.. u try ova and ova again to try and convince me and i shouldn't think this way but i see it in the way u talk to me the way u walk... we neva do anything we neva go anywhere it's like im not good enough.. i think long and hard about what im about to say so i wouldnt sound stupid ur vocabulary is great u speak with no hesitation.. I'm quite and layed back ur out spoken a ppl person and it so amazon that were both May babies Tauruses to be extact.. I'm not myself when I'm with u i act like someone else when i just want to be myself but I'm afraid that if i do u will look at me as being ignorant.. I'm always attracting the wrong type of me knowing i know it wont last but i stick around then form feeling for them then i feel stupid for not leaving the relationship when i knew it wouldn't last it wouldn't work