I wish I knew how to express what I felt trapped inside,

I wish I were able to be more open and allow you into my heart and into my life,

sometimes in life we are so wounded we keep our selves preserved afraid that another will treat us in such ways even though I truly know in my heart, your not like the others..... Something is special about you, you very different from most ordinary people you read my heart.........

Your understanding is unspoken and your easy way of communicating with me speaks multitudes to my heart and soul........... I feel at ease when speaking with you, &we can openly talk about everything and anything. nothing has been this comfortable or natural in a long time.

I feel drawn to you, to your mind, heart, soul, something about your mannerisim, your ways of speaking and listening comfort my inner feelings that don't easily come to the surface,
I have been closed up and guarded for so long its easier to just not feel at all to just close everyone out so I don't have to worry about issues of the heart, of being hurt so deeply again,
Something inside me is opening up to you though....... Our friendship has touched my hearts in ways I didn't know it could still work after the devastating hurt it recently felt,
you have been a refreshing bneath of fresh air that has opened my eyes to being able to feel again, to care, to love............
I am very blessed to have crossed paths with you, to walk in this unknowing trusting in God to lead me the rest of the way.............