Tonight

Tonight i cannot sleep.
To many thoughts,to many worries and to many sorrows.
Her voice is in my head and shes not leaving anytime soon.
I see the seconds ticking away on my life and i can't do anything about it.
My life is ticking away.
Tick Tock.
Im scared im not living it to the fullest.
Can i save what has been lost?
the idea scares me.
The book im reading is surging in my brain, flowing.
The words flying around me.
My lovely girl,is in love with someone else.
She loves me,
i know that but do i compare?
So many thoughts.So many questions and so little answers.
This water is nice but tonight it just doesnt phase me.
Ha yeah, I'm definitely not sleeping tonight.
Have to go into Buddha mode.