Love yet
hurt sending me into this world, this dimension of depression, this time zone of happiness the high of highest
Cut me down
speaking and thinking what seems to be the unthinkable but yet is the unbelievable, it's real it's fake
yet
which road do I take...confused on a path of no return cutting down vains that seem to blind me, where is this light I seek, I think god has forsaken me
but yet I continue to think...Loving you and liking you, like over love, love over like, hate above all...why do I feel such a pain...Sending me each and every way like a rollercoaster when will it top it's wild intakes...

Should I just die......

Taking my life....or...living the death because there is no life that lie's behind...im so blind
stupid to my actions I curse...voodoo or no do, it won't ever do...watching you cry sends me high until the tears have fallen from my naked eye which see's nothing but lies of deception...why cry
..cut my wrist and black my eye's cut my heart out and put metal inside take my blood and use it for poisen...I wanna kill when I bite
..this colorful girl who used to be but is no longer me, searching for my soul who is dwelling alone..I cry aloud

I Die........